sleep deprived

both of my kids were born earlier than the set due date and i never had to deal with the anxiety of waiting for the labor to begin. well, monaka's due date was 2 days ago and she is still very much pregnant. we were sooooo sure that she would give birth last night and i was up every time she made any sound of movement throughout the night. the anxiety of waiting is killing me. i need some sleep. i bet when she DOES give birth, i still will be sleep deprived because i would be taking care the puppies... but it's all worth it.